Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Oh to scream

would be divine! I want to go somewhere and scream as loud as my lungs allow. Not a grunt. not a loud sigh of exasperation, but a real gut renching scream. I feel choked on my emotions. Numb. Like I need to get it out but can't. I want an open field. All by myself. To just let it out. People keep asking me "aren't you excited?" And the answer is YES (of course) but I can't get it out. Not even a cry.

My first future-nurse diagnosis...shock maybe?

2 comments:

The new Third Degree Nurse said...

Congratulations! Is this one of those fast track 21 hours/semester programs? If so, hang onto your hat because it'll be a fast ride! Best wishes to you on your success.

Gracie said...

Congratulations on getting into Ivy2 and Ivy3. I'm so excited for you!